Waiting on the world to change...

Waiting on the world to change...
Live like there's no tomorrow..!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Lalala-lovvvveee

I can't believe you're here with me
And now it seems my world's complete
And I never want this moment to end
I close my eyes and still I see
My dreams become reality
And now I know how it feels to be in love
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
I think it's time for you to hear these lines
'Cos there's something I want to say

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you

Sometimes you don't expect that friends
Can become lovers in the end
Only God knows what the future will bring
So hold me close and don't let go
'Cos this is love boy, don't you know?
And we're gonna be together for eternity
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
A love so strong it can't be wrong
It's with you that I belong

I finally found what I've been looking for (finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there ( you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you (you)

(This time) this time
I'm gonna make sure it turns out right
I wanna be your everything and by your side
For the rest of my life
(This love)
This love feels the way that love should be
Look in my eyes and realise there's no disguise
'Cos I'm in love with you

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
To think that you were always there (you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
(Wipe away my tears)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(It's always been you)

I finally found what I've been looking for (I finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold (oh) me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (don't you know?)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears (oh baby)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(Always been you, yeah yeah)

I finally found what I've been looking for (I finally found it)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
(Yeah, I finally found it)
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you oh)
To think that you were always there (what I been looking for)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
(What I been looking for)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(Always always)

Monday, June 21, 2010

The Box full of goodie-liciousssssss!!



My friend just sent me a box full of goodies.. yeah!! i soooooo love it dude, like maaan! yummy!!

oh yeeeeeesss..... i love RED!!






I told you before that I love red, and everything that comes in red is just so bloody great!! so here's just one of those red things i love... yeah baby!! so fine!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

and now..........


As you all know guys, I'm a totally late bloomer... the first picture was when I'm on my second year first semester college life.. and the next one, is my current picture, taken at zambales just recently... so need i say more??

I'm just a kid...



So!!! it's me back when I'm just starting out my life.. cutie eh?! This is my 3yrs old picture and i-dont-know-how-many-months-old picture... hehehe, i find myself cute there.. ^^

Boooooooo!!





just one of the MANY golden moments i have shared with my dear friends

Number one picture, is mitzi's brother's debut.. and celebration of the day he became a registered nurse. its Angelie, Sher Vie, Mitzi, Me and Elen.

the number two picture is mitzi. then me..

the last one is Kaye Sia's debut, we're in her flat @ chateaus, its Erwin, Angelie, Ding, Lui and Me.

Like-A-Kiddooooooo!!





was on second year college.. and i'm acting crazy in front of many people.. yeah, like lying on the flood during physical education.. yeah!! I am that HIGH!!

well.. this is my "just-turned-18" moments.. hooorrraaayy!!

and that girl with me is my good friend Herlene Bautista. She's a one smart bastard. ^^

crazy-bitchiiieee





Gaaaaaaaaaaahh!!! hahahah.. so ashamed!! this is just one of my stupid moments when i'm getting plain crazy!!.. ooooohhh plllleeeeaaaasssee!!

coco's holy day...

Man!! i didn't know that Jesus is this tall.. heheheh.. i love this place, i love seeing statues of jesus and all, but ofcourse it isn't the one i'm praising. This is just an image only made to be "stared at" and not made to be 'praised"

just things..





here's my stuff, that monkey was from my mom.. I named it ABDUL.. dunno why, but I find that name fascinating and it fits my monkey, yay!! and that two girls I drew there, are my friends actually.. it's mitzi and herlene... i drew that one using a pencil and cheap sketch pad, and then after a year, i turned it into a digital piece.. looks pretty cool right?!

that drawing with a girl lying flat on her chest is me.. yeah, it's me... ^^

and the other piece is my boring-day work.

Hello NURSING world..







really don't know what it is that my mom find so interesting about nursing profession.. to push me in it, but as months and years passed by, I suddenly learned to love it... you get to help other people, save other people.. but also, there's a downside of everything, and being in this career, the downside of this is when you've done all the things to save your patient and yet she/he still died..

sad but it's the truth, ofcourse like grey's anatomy said.. you can't save all of them, but you can do the best things for them while they were living. so just keep it up you guys! you'll be a blessing to anyone who needs a helping hand.

the dork...



hahahha.. when i'm still student, I used to play around our block room, capturing moments and all.. see right behind me is my good friend Herlene a.k.a DING,.. haha..

and oh, that one up there, yeah, i'm really sleeping... i'm sure that it was during my medical surgical 1..

Monday, June 14, 2010

Louie.


yo!! up there is my best buddy.. Louie.. just introducing her to whoever is reading my freakin blog.. ^^

this was taken back when we're waiting for our school's qualifying exam results..

and unfortunately I am one of those who did not pass.. so here I am waiting for the december to come..

I can still remember then.. we're heading up the 5thfloor (gym) hand in hand.. people we're screaming..

I walk straight to the bulletin board to find my name on the list.. but...... it's not there, i look into it again,

check if im not mistaken, and yeah, my name is not there, not at all.. so hurriedly went out of that big crowd

around me, and when I tilt my head up, Louie is the first one I saw.. took me a minute starring at her and

suddenly, shook my head, and gave her a "I didn't make it" sign.... and there goes her tears...

Embraced me for about 10 minutes I think???.. she's crying...

and it breaks my heart... but there is nothing we can do.. RULES are RULES...

You didn't pass the qualifying exam, take a few months rest and wait for the december to come.


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Hey you Louie babe..!! Thank you for staying beside me all this years, thanks for the almost five years friendship.. You're always in my heart. I love you!

Buddie.






So, you're back in manila huh??! yay!!

cheers to that!

it means you're just one ride away from me dude..

yaaaah knooooow i'm missssssiinn you freak..

miss all the fun with you..

enjoyed over one year straight I had with you,

yah know, the duty days and all the kulitan fun..

had fun being your buddie dude.. you're just one of the best people I know.

you great little monkey, hope to see you soon..

I love you my good friend!! and your CRAZINESS..

I hope the hurt will soon be over..

I told you so!! you shouldn't be with that kind of guy..

oh darn... you'd better be good in choosing next time.

Okay??

Panget nito............

Hongkong

my best buddy Louie is out..

she's in hongkong to wind up her mind for awhile..

guess she's been pressured around lately coz of the Nursing Licensure Exam..

and she's in a "help me" situation now,

so she flew there just to escape the fire even for three days only..

It can still be alot of help to burn down her fears.

I love you Lui

Message me when you're already down here.

take care okay?

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Sunday, June 13, 2010

The shoes..

Hey there!! so.. taken about a year ago.. yeah, about a year ago.. one of my duty days at obando, bulacan.. ^^ It's my Buddie's shoes...

They split up....

My friend and her boyfriend just split up.... so sad..

But I know theres a reason.. My friend... she's a very jealous girl, she doesn't want her guy talking to other girls, she thinks it's inappropriate... but i think it's not, it is okay to put some boundaries but not okay to hold the person so tight... It's quite a poison to anyone I guess... and when you love someone you shouldn't be selfish, you should give each other a time, I know I would be a "bad friend" for saying this, but I don't think I'm being bad at all.. I love my friends and concern about them, and if correcting them and making them realize their downside is bad then I don't wanna be good.. Can't tolerate those things...

So yeah, please my good friend.. don't be so bitter that your guy found someone else... juts move on and be a better human.

The crazy thing called.... boredom.






Since the meralco turned off the electricity supply(the reason why it's brown out), I did some funnay stuff around bed.. I shoot photos with just rolling on it just like a soldier shooting while rolling all over the battle field.. ahh yeah.. ^^

well yeah, except for that chicken up there,,hahah.. taken outside..

South Africa..

how I'd love to go there...

such a beautiful place I know..

made a promise to myself that as soon as I got a nice work

and able to earn enough, I'll be saving some of that earnings

especially for south africa..

I want to watch FIFA there,

world cup and other tournaments..

I love africa.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Purple

funny how I used to hate Purple color back then, I think it's kinda a little messed up, Red and yeallow is my all time favorite color.. You see got my Sony Ericsson mobile phone red, and even got my key chain red, I am so fascinated with red or yellow sports car, it's like all the things that comes in that color woulda been good for me. But mind you guys, I am not that so addicted to it, like I'll make all my shirts like that, believe me I love red and yellow, but my tee's are most often comes in a white or black one.. white sooths me, black is just nice..

So back in the purple thing.... some of my friends love that color, At first I don't get it, purple is just dead boring, doesn't makes you happy (but that's just for me)... then one day, I don't know if it is just "accidentally meant" .. but one day, I 'm outside and I saw the sky, it's all purple, and it gave me a nice feeling like wonderful feeling & when I glanced around, I saw about five persons wearing purple tee's and it doesn't irritates me anymore. It's like the purple sky gave me a reason to like the Purple color.

And I learned that sometimes, it takes time to like the things that you won't really suppose to like at all, and most often you will realize it through an ordinary boring day.. and that ordinary boring day would turn out to be special to you.

Quite right??

^^

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Spontaneously...

So yeah, there are times that lots of words would go up inside my brain.. and feel like I gotta jot it down and make something out of it..^^
so here's another song lyrics I have written.. for about 20 mins I guess??


Chasing Time With You
By: Coco J.

They said we won't get anywhere
They said we're not meant to be together
But what they don't know is we would last forever
what they can't see is, we're made for each other

Refrain:
Baby, you.. you're the only one I need
and you... you're the only one I feel

Chorus:
And I don't really care bout what they
had to tell.
I don't really care if they would send us
to hell.
I am not afraid to show, that's what
they need to know..
Baby I don't want to let go..
Nothing in this world
that we're not going to get through..
I'll be chasing time with you..

They said it's going to be hard,
unexpected things would tear us apart,
They said not all birthday cards and
valentine sweets can cure a misunderstanding
I say... nothing is impossible with heart that's truly loving..

Refrain:
yeah, so just believe me..
you're the only one I need beside me..

Chorus:
And I don't really care bout what they
had to tell.
I don't really care if they would send us
to hell.
I am not afraid to show, that's what
they need to know..
Baby I don't want to let go..
Nothing in this world
that we're not going to get through..
I'll be chasing time with you..

Bridge:
I'd do everything for this love
yeah, you and me, is what we only have..
so please don't you ever forget this..
coz I...

Chorus:
I don't really care bout what they
had to tell.
I don't really care if they would send us
to hell.
I am not afraid to show, that's what
they need to know..
Baby I don't want to let go..
Nothing in this world that
we're not going to get through..
I'll be chasing time with you..