Waiting on the world to change...

Waiting on the world to change...
Live like there's no tomorrow..!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

PARA SA MAGIGING BOYPREN KO SA HINAHARAP.

Mr. You,

whoever you are, I hope you’ll understand me… many times I do feel complete even when I don’t have somebody to fill the spaces within my hands… but still I’m waiting for that special someone to come coz I think it'll be good to share my stories with a guy I LOVE. And If ever you get to read this please have a broad mind….
I am just a simple young lady, who lives a simple life… I am fascinated with wonderful things and may get hypnotized by their beauties, but It doesn’t mean I am a materialistic jerk, I can be happy with whatever you may offer, most especially your unconditional love.

I may be so childish and clumsy at times when my LITTLE ME gets too stubborn, but i am not an immature kid who does not care at all.

And to be honest with you, I haven’t played any dolls back when I’m just a little one, I am not use to it… I grew up having my father as my mother and my brother as my playmate, I have a sister but she never played with me..and never did I watched barbie stuff so if you would like to ask me how I felt then when Ken kissed Barbie, THAT i don't really have any idea..^^ so Im sorry.

Do you find me weird now?? but hey I might look so tough but I still have this woman’s heart, so please respect me & take good care of my feelings, hold it not too tight and not to loose, just hold it wise,nice and cool..and dont play fools.

You can't expect too much from me but still I assure you i’ll be givin you unconditionally the best that I can be.
so can we just love each other right??? and get through to all the problems and fights. Remember, we can make things work if we talk and never earn and put those misunderstandings on a cork board.

Love,
-jamie


P.S If ever you're going to come, please make it on the right time.
HINDI AKO MAHILIG MANOOD NG MGA TV SHOWS NA MAY MGA PALITAN NG GIRLFRIEND O BOYFRIEND AT LALO NA ASAWA.

WHY?? simply because it SUCKS.. I mean yes, in reality it happens, but why bother to show it all over the world, everyone knows heartbreak,cheating.infidelity etc. and what most of us doesnt know is the word LOVE and FAITHFUL, so why not use the media to show it instead of tv shows that might just contribute to someones mind the secret of CHEATING.

Dog damn it.
Panay bagyo na naman..

Okay lang sana umulan.. wag lang magaya sa dati na ang daming namatay... kawawa naman yung mga nasasalanta..

kaso, hindi rin naman masisisi,iba talaga kapag kalikasan na ang naniningil.. oveeeeer!

daig pa ang mga nag pa-payb siks sa interest.. buhay ang kapalit!..

hay, dasal dasal dapat tayo..

^^

MARRIAGE

KAILANGAN BA TALAGA MAGKARON NG ASAWA LAHAT NG TAO??? PARANG HINDI NAMAN…………

MARRIAGE.

How do you define that word? for me,that word is dreadful, a threat and uncertain…

its not that my parents were separated, they had been together for almost 40yrs now… its just that their time,is different from what we have nowadays.. Infidelity is spreading all around the world… I fear that I, might have a marriage failure too…

and what if you’ve grown tired of being with the same person you have each night on bed, are you going to continue living with it?? or just throw things out??? do you get my point???

Marriage is a very complicated word. You have to figure out first if you really want to be in that kind of life, think about it over again for a million times.. because once you decided to go through it, there’s no turning back or else,you’re going to make your life miserable..lonely ever after…

Em Em Di-A

SA DAANANG PAGKA-SIKIP-SIKIP
MGA MALAKING TRAK, IKAW AY GINIGITGIT
MGA TSIKOT NA UMO-OVER TAKE
MOTORSIKLONG, AKALA MO’Y MAHUHULI SA DATE
NAGSISIHARUROT SA KALYE,
SA MGA TUMATAWID AY WALANG PAKE

BAKIT GANYAN KA MAMANG NAKA ASUL AT PULA
KESIMPLE-SIMPLENG BAGAY HINDI NYO NAPUPUNA.

KUNG SINO PA ANG WALANG KASALANAN
YUN PA ANG INYONG TINITIKETAN

BUMABABANG BUNTIS NA MAY KASAMANG JUNAKIS
TAMA BA NA ANG DRAYBER AY INYONG MADALIIN,
PAANO NA LANG KUNG ANG PAA NG BATA’Y MABITIN??
ANG TRAHEDYA BA’Y INYONG AAKUIN??

NAIINTINDIHAN NYO BA ANG KARAPATANG PAN-TAO??
IHIWALAY NYO ITO SA BATAS TRAPIKO.

AYAW KONG MAG-MAGALING DITO
NGUNIT MAS MABUTI PA NGA TALAGANG
GAMITIN ANG STOPLIGHT KESA SA INYO.

DAHIL GINAGAWA NYONG MALAKING GARAHE ANG DAANAN,
PARA KAYONG GUMAGAWA NG ISANG MALAKING BILIHAN NG MGA SASAKYAN.

AT KUNG IISIPIN NGA RIN..
NAPAKAHIRAP NYONG ESPELENGIN
GUSTO NINYO GANITO, GUSTO NINYO GANYAN..
KAYA KARAMIHA’Y NILALABAG NA LAMANG ANG BATAS SA DAAN
TUTAL E GANON DIN NAMAN..

AT SOBRA DIN KAYONG MAG TICKET,
MGA DRAYBER AY SYA NYONG GINIGIPET,
NA NAPUPUNTA LANG NAMAN SA INYONG DALANG WALLET.

practice makes perfect...






Ive been from cities to cities, corners to corners just to get things right..

I am planning to study photography someday soon.. I just need to earn up money to support myself..^^


Saturday, July 24, 2010





Hey there!! I'm on the 25th place.. nice start yeah!!.. I'll do better next time! I told my family about this and they were so happy for me.. most especially my brother up in California and my mother up in Hongkong,^_______^ and my dear friends too, I always have their support. And so these things are always for them.^^

Thank you!

Im really into photography ever since,even before I got in college, I love arts. when I was a kid I told my mom that I want to be in the arts and photography field, and she said Okay.. but when I grew up, she said she wants me to take up Nursing..and so I did, but never did I forget my own dream..

I master the little secrets of photoshop since I don't have any camera back then, I am using a non-camera mobile phone, so I learned just by observing others work, and have their permission to use some of their works to be experimented.. and there I learned Lomo-look photos, vintage, distortions.. and other things, even creating posters.. It was my debut when I got my mobile phone with 2 mega pixel camera, thats what I used in the past years, and just recently I got my Nikon D3000 as my gift for my graduation.

and so now I'm using it to have my own dream...come true.. but ofcourse I'll still use my degree.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Chinese Garden






Ive been in Chinese Garden at Rizal's national park.. it's quite amazing there.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Lalala-lovvvveee

I can't believe you're here with me
And now it seems my world's complete
And I never want this moment to end
I close my eyes and still I see
My dreams become reality
And now I know how it feels to be in love
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
I think it's time for you to hear these lines
'Cos there's something I want to say

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you

Sometimes you don't expect that friends
Can become lovers in the end
Only God knows what the future will bring
So hold me close and don't let go
'Cos this is love boy, don't you know?
And we're gonna be together for eternity
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
A love so strong it can't be wrong
It's with you that I belong

I finally found what I've been looking for (finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there ( you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you (you)

(This time) this time
I'm gonna make sure it turns out right
I wanna be your everything and by your side
For the rest of my life
(This love)
This love feels the way that love should be
Look in my eyes and realise there's no disguise
'Cos I'm in love with you

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
To think that you were always there (you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
(Wipe away my tears)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(It's always been you)

I finally found what I've been looking for (I finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold (oh) me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (don't you know?)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears (oh baby)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(Always been you, yeah yeah)

I finally found what I've been looking for (I finally found it)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
(Yeah, I finally found it)
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you oh)
To think that you were always there (what I been looking for)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
(What I been looking for)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(Always always)

Monday, June 21, 2010

The Box full of goodie-liciousssssss!!



My friend just sent me a box full of goodies.. yeah!! i soooooo love it dude, like maaan! yummy!!

oh yeeeeeesss..... i love RED!!






I told you before that I love red, and everything that comes in red is just so bloody great!! so here's just one of those red things i love... yeah baby!! so fine!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

and now..........


As you all know guys, I'm a totally late bloomer... the first picture was when I'm on my second year first semester college life.. and the next one, is my current picture, taken at zambales just recently... so need i say more??

I'm just a kid...



So!!! it's me back when I'm just starting out my life.. cutie eh?! This is my 3yrs old picture and i-dont-know-how-many-months-old picture... hehehe, i find myself cute there.. ^^

Boooooooo!!





just one of the MANY golden moments i have shared with my dear friends

Number one picture, is mitzi's brother's debut.. and celebration of the day he became a registered nurse. its Angelie, Sher Vie, Mitzi, Me and Elen.

the number two picture is mitzi. then me..

the last one is Kaye Sia's debut, we're in her flat @ chateaus, its Erwin, Angelie, Ding, Lui and Me.

Like-A-Kiddooooooo!!





was on second year college.. and i'm acting crazy in front of many people.. yeah, like lying on the flood during physical education.. yeah!! I am that HIGH!!

well.. this is my "just-turned-18" moments.. hooorrraaayy!!

and that girl with me is my good friend Herlene Bautista. She's a one smart bastard. ^^

crazy-bitchiiieee





Gaaaaaaaaaaahh!!! hahahah.. so ashamed!! this is just one of my stupid moments when i'm getting plain crazy!!.. ooooohhh plllleeeeaaaasssee!!

coco's holy day...

Man!! i didn't know that Jesus is this tall.. heheheh.. i love this place, i love seeing statues of jesus and all, but ofcourse it isn't the one i'm praising. This is just an image only made to be "stared at" and not made to be 'praised"

just things..





here's my stuff, that monkey was from my mom.. I named it ABDUL.. dunno why, but I find that name fascinating and it fits my monkey, yay!! and that two girls I drew there, are my friends actually.. it's mitzi and herlene... i drew that one using a pencil and cheap sketch pad, and then after a year, i turned it into a digital piece.. looks pretty cool right?!

that drawing with a girl lying flat on her chest is me.. yeah, it's me... ^^

and the other piece is my boring-day work.

Hello NURSING world..







really don't know what it is that my mom find so interesting about nursing profession.. to push me in it, but as months and years passed by, I suddenly learned to love it... you get to help other people, save other people.. but also, there's a downside of everything, and being in this career, the downside of this is when you've done all the things to save your patient and yet she/he still died..

sad but it's the truth, ofcourse like grey's anatomy said.. you can't save all of them, but you can do the best things for them while they were living. so just keep it up you guys! you'll be a blessing to anyone who needs a helping hand.